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♥Saturday, July 17, 2010♥

17.07.2010~2years old..
Today is my meimei's birthday(younger sister)..finally you're two years old...
and you know what some people saying I'm crazy cause $$ not really enough for myself yet i wanted to buy present for her..laugh!!..come on i don't even care what people saying about me cause I've the right choice to choose ,is my way..yeah^^ and i know myself i love her more then loving myself..
Meimei i wish you could read all this but never mind i just wanted to say how i felt..
firstly wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)
secondly i would like to apologise as for begin bad example sister for you but yet you still love and care about me..maybe to other might think how can it be as she still so young..
when i went for school mummy told me that you will always stay at the gate wait for me to come home..
whenever I'm not around at home mummy also saying you'll always calling my name ..
seeing album photo and you saw me ,you'll have happy reaction..
when you ate something you will walk toward me and share ..
sometime i like to disturb you by saying" go away ,i don't love you anymore"
and then you'll start to cry ..
as i remember the latest time i went back home and when it time for sleep..i lied down beside you and you holding my arm tight..your eyes telling me that "I'm pretty tired"..i just make a move then you'll sudden open your eyes looked at me and hold my arm tighter, is like are you that scare i will run away?..got wrong if i wanted to go to toilet?..laugh!!..
all along i thought Ah boy(second brother 10 years old) should be closer to you more then i am cause he always with you ,wondering why not also?..0,o..hiasx..
seriously i feel fucking guilty can?..
if i would change something in my life i would change the time to turn back or either i don't born out..but it is impossible..
lastly once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWO YEARS OLD
MICKEY JIEJIE ALWAYS LOVE YOU MAEGAN MEI MEI..


today went to work and it freaking hell tired the worst part is that one of the waiters broke the glass on the floor which is time for going home and yet i have to come and sweep the floor!!
no choice all must help cause that not only one but its damn lot..=.-
the worst est part is waiting for bloody bus hell long..till seriously turning me to the bad mood!..
forget it!!

As you know i don't like people beside while I'm posting blog i know what's the different for now and after post then go read it still have to read it right..that i know but just don't feel comfortable uh..and you know what this make my boyfriend think that I'm honging other guy and he walked away =.-..zzzzz




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