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♥Saturday, July 31, 2010♥

THURSDAY
Yeah!! finally went back to scho0l..hahasx..
seriously fuck the new teachers in outram sec _l_
first day of scho0l for me and i'm late for scho0l to0..hahasx (crazy)~.^

FRIDAY
woke up at 10 plus ,walked to bus stop and decided not t0 go scho0l =.= (bad girl)
meet D.KELVIN and we having KFC for lunch and went to watch movie
CRAZIES NC16 hoho..^^(haolian) killing my time waiting for KORKOR and the rest..
ANDY reached follow by AHLING then have to wait for KORKOR for one hour ya..
boss ma :B..went to MAC for dinner then slack for while trained home!!..

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 3:07 AM

♥Wednesday, July 28, 2010♥

15th Birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to PEIFEN!
finally you're half of teenage uh..hahasx
sorry cant accompany celebrate your birthday .. ..
if don't have you i don't know those days what will happen to me..
even thought we know each other for about 5 years but still we not that close to each other till that day come..
you're the one helping me when i'm in big quarrel with my family..
you're the one there to make me happy ..
you're the one listening to my nonsense ..
you alway there for me (another then Dillon korkor)
thank you !
once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 10:50 PM

♥Saturday, July 17, 2010♥

17.07.2010~2years old..
Today is my meimei's birthday(younger sister)..finally you're two years old...
and you know what some people saying I'm crazy cause $$ not really enough for myself yet i wanted to buy present for her..laugh!!..come on i don't even care what people saying about me cause I've the right choice to choose ,is my way..yeah^^ and i know myself i love her more then loving myself..
Meimei i wish you could read all this but never mind i just wanted to say how i felt..
firstly wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)
secondly i would like to apologise as for begin bad example sister for you but yet you still love and care about me..maybe to other might think how can it be as she still so young..
when i went for school mummy told me that you will always stay at the gate wait for me to come home..
whenever I'm not around at home mummy also saying you'll always calling my name ..
seeing album photo and you saw me ,you'll have happy reaction..
when you ate something you will walk toward me and share ..
sometime i like to disturb you by saying" go away ,i don't love you anymore"
and then you'll start to cry ..
as i remember the latest time i went back home and when it time for sleep..i lied down beside you and you holding my arm tight..your eyes telling me that "I'm pretty tired"..i just make a move then you'll sudden open your eyes looked at me and hold my arm tighter, is like are you that scare i will run away?..got wrong if i wanted to go to toilet?..laugh!!..
all along i thought Ah boy(second brother 10 years old) should be closer to you more then i am cause he always with you ,wondering why not also?..0,o..hiasx..
seriously i feel fucking guilty can?..
if i would change something in my life i would change the time to turn back or either i don't born out..but it is impossible..
lastly once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWO YEARS OLD
MICKEY JIEJIE ALWAYS LOVE YOU MAEGAN MEI MEI..


today went to work and it freaking hell tired the worst part is that one of the waiters broke the glass on the floor which is time for going home and yet i have to come and sweep the floor!!
no choice all must help cause that not only one but its damn lot..=.-
the worst est part is waiting for bloody bus hell long..till seriously turning me to the bad mood!..
forget it!!

As you know i don't like people beside while I'm posting blog i know what's the different for now and after post then go read it still have to read it right..that i know but just don't feel comfortable uh..and you know what this make my boyfriend think that I'm honging other guy and he walked away =.-..zzzzz




X.lian♥X.gui

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 12:33 AM

♥Thursday, July 15, 2010♥

Will you.
Things does not turn right..
-Are we really mean to be together?
-Do you really love me?
-If you do will you willing to change for me?
-Can you don't alway think nagative way?
-Don't lie,don't keep things to yourself ,is hard for you to do it?
i don't want anything other then this .
i really do love you...maybe you belive of what you'd see but you don't trust .
if you do it will never happen for you to have a question on it and wont even think about it too.
hais..let fate decide what will happen next then..really hope can last long with you..



MissYou,Always

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 10:36 AM

♥Friday, July 9, 2010♥

Lonely?
Th same life, i woke up and i found myself..
I listen to musics and watch movies by myself..
There's onone that's next to me..
I don't want my life to be like this..it's too lonely in my heart..
How many hundred,millions people are in this world?..
All i want is a person that can fill me in the center of my heart..
I never wish or care how that person's past was like..
But all i know is that person is my future..

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 4:16 PM

♥Thursday, July 8, 2010♥

I want to change..
I want to change monday into sunday..
I want to change life to be much easier..
I want to change the daytime into the night..
I want people who're standing to sit on a chair..
I want to change WAR into LOVE..
I want to change flames into ice-cream..
I want poor people to taste caviar..
I want to change tall building into tall trees..
I want to change evil people to be good..
I want to change amphetamine to good medicine..
I want to change ectascy into indigestion tablets..
I want to change cocaine into watermelons..
I WANT TO CHANGE YOUR HEART,
TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME BACK..

But all are just a dream!!

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 6:13 AM

♥Tuesday, July 6, 2010♥

Keep both,can i??

My dear ,please forgive me for making you confused..
for making you anxious and causing you to come and ask me..
"Who's the one that is important to you?"
"The person who is in your heart,it is him or me?"
I don't know how to say to you..
will it be wrong if i say that both of you're equally important to me..
Maybe it seems selfish of me,when you're so good to me
and he's also important because he's the one i love..
If i dream of you like him or he's extremely good like you,
these things that i ask myself shouldn't be difficult..
Don't tell me to choose because i really don't know,don't know who to choose..
If i lose you i''ll be lonely,to lose him ill be sad..
I don't want choose anyone,want to keep both of you in my heart..
I know that's not good to do this..in the end i'll have noone..
This circumstance that happen also makes my heart hurt!

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 2:17 AM

♥Monday, July 5, 2010♥

Never give up!

There're millions people who give up and throw their dreams away..
They'll never beocome what they want to be..because they're discouraged..
But when we shouldn't give up..we've to change sadness into a bright dream..
Do what your heart telling you to do..don't give up on your dream..
Maybe we've fallen down and defeated too often..
But have to get up to be persevere..
Don't be discouraged..have to try it again no matter how tiring it is..
There'll be a day when our dream come true..
It comes slowly and dries up..
Start it all over again and it will happen..
Maybe on the pathdon't have any flowers, just smile and walk though the obstacles..

there's what come into my mind !

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 2:53 AM

♥Sunday, July 4, 2010♥

02062010 MING CONG'S BIRTHDAY!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING CONG BRO!!!
May your wish come true
and all the best things around you
FOREVER!!



>L.peifen : Of cause la..^^
>Xiaoslack : Thx 4 ya tag bro..=)
>Qianjin :Thx 4 ya tag sist ..=)
>Ahting : Nah miss you but not that much...0.o
>Eunice : Hahasx..
>Ahling : Hi si ahling useless pig '@'

♥LoveMeForWhoIAm,Baby♥
@ 12:38 AM